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Growing up, it was rare for me to see a family member in the hospital, if ever. I am very fortunate to be in a family filled with very healthy, strong individuals. Especially my Gran. She raised me and she did a fine job. As a boy, mom are pretty much like a superhero. My Gran is that! She is both parents rolled into one: mom and dad. Hearing all of these pains she’s dealing with breaks my heart. Most people my age have to deal with their parents getting “old” a little later on in life; typically after marriage and kids, at least. I have to deal with it now. It’s a scary process to handle but I’m dealing with it. Stress is getting the best of me, which is why I’m venting on my blog. But I have to constantly remind myself that this is life. And I have to cherish every single moment with this beautiful woman while I still have the chance. Okay, back to stress eating…

2 notes "People love to feel important. Which is why a good portion of us look to these luxurious name brands that we can barely afford. Which is why we desperately seek attention from any + everyone to fill some type of void. Which is why some of us are so uncomfortable with being alone. Which is why we document + flaunt our everyday lives via social media as if we are famous celebrities featured on a reality show with an audience. This is not to confuse the feeling of being connected with the feeling of importance. The connection with self is where most of us go wrong. That’s the simple + vital piece we’re missing. We want to feel important. And you know what? We ARE important. Connect with your soul and you’ll discover just how important you are. No need to put yourself through so much stress because you aren’t getting the attention you deserve. So what? The one you wanted so bad turned you down. Brush your pretty little self off + move on because there’s someone out there searching for you, too. No need to spend thousands of dollars on clothes to know your worth. Instead, spend time in the mirror admiring your unique butt-naked beauty. No need to go on dating apps or desperately seek attention in all the wrong places for all the wrong reasons. Explore every ounce of yourself; your likes + dislikes, your sexuality, your aspirations, your happiness. The moment you accept + know your worth is the moment you become important. We all have work to do. Connect with your soul." — #JamieHo
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0 notes "When it’s real, it’s unconditional. A man just isn’t a man if he’s not man enough to love you when you’re right, love you when you’re wrong, love you when you’re weak, love you when you’re strong, taking you higher when the world has you feeling low, he’s giving you his last because he’s thinking of your first, giving comfort when he thinks you’re hurt. Sometimes you’re going to argue, sometimes you’re going to fight, sometimes it’s going to feel like it’ll never be right. But something so strong keeps you holding on." — Alicia Keys
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How Many Times, How Many Lies by The Pussycat Dolls
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It’s that time again, ladies and gentlemen. Every time I go through something personal, I feel like I need to write… or in this case: type. Writing better explains things for me. I feel fully expressed when I write. Writing is my therapy.

To me, any good and successful relationship needs five…

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